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Joel van der Reijden - Discography; And Old-Time Copy-Kittens: Kenlie Jenner, Megan Fox, Taylor Swift, Madison Beer, Rihanna's Savage-X, etc.

By: Joel van der Reijden | Small circle date: April 7, 2026 | Public date: June 14, 2026 | Last update: July 9, 2026. Supernatural Research Center.

A 2020 picture destined to be used. Let's put some proper lyrics with the "borrowed" art of the above artists... Mind you, I'm not interested in lawsuits. They should just (privately) admit and pay me. And I love them for it. I don't need politically correct government mercenaries: i.e. judges. And they don't need the attention.

Contents

  • No AI for lyrics
  • Lyrics drive hits
  • Music player / Joel's album previews
  • Artist/band names to copyright

  • Uncredited, indirect work
  • All my famous, "borrowing" copy-kittens... 👑💅🏻
  • 2020: Wet Ass Pussy (WAP)
  • March 2021: Montero
  • Nov. 2021: Astroworld's "deadly Satanic ritual"
  • 2014, 2018-: Taylor Swift
  • 2020: MGK's Bloody Valentine
  • 2019: Madison Beer
  • 2022: Metallica

No AI for lyrics

This is my non-AI, manually-written song lyrics page, hopefully just in time before AI song generation literally copyrights every single verse and-or tune that could ever be created.

I do "cheat" though, because soon I ended up primarily converting my Godlike Dreams and Ayahuasca Bible chapters to songs - although ironically largely unpublished parts. Most of that had to be rewritten for songs, but it helped enormously in quickly getting a lot of unique "vision" and "inspiration". After all, unless you're an expert at writing fluff, if you want to write lyrics in a relatively short amount of time, generally it's important to have some kind of story in your head. I.e. inspiration. Ordinary people have normal dating stuff in their head. Not me.

The immediate stage for this page was set on March 20, 2026, after noticing that YouTube had done an enormous crackdown on AI covers of famous bands. That same day I - finally - went to look how I could create this type of music myself. I grabbed some 2023 lyrics (see 'Part of Me'), expanded them, and off I went. As said, I use zero for AI for the lyrical content.

ISGP wouldn't be ISGP without a nice exposé, so a related one is included here too. A rather personal and giant one. About women who like to be exposed more than I like to expose them...

Lyrics drive hits

This "article" is quite ironic, because I always wondered: what if I produce Metallica-level heavy metal or even just create pop hits next to doing ISGP? Would I still be able to be censored by the likes of Henry Kissinger and Google? How would it go if I was able to perform at local bars and venues? I honestly think the situation would quickly have grown quite threatening, with a lot of phone calls being made to stop featuring me.

But honestly, I'm pretty sure if I could sing and get a band together, and teleport myself to the 1980s, I'd be a pretty decent rock star just based on the lyrics. Then again, my original work - which goes back all the way to 2013 - already can be demonstrated to be worth billions. I just can't get paid.

One aspect of songwriting that many people don't really consciously realize is that the flow and content of lyrics often dictate hits, even with very little music of substance behind them. Some favorite examples of mine:

  1. "Honey, Honey, sugar, sugar! You are my candy girl. And you got me wanting you." (1969)
  2. Bon Jovi's "Shot through the heart! And you're to blame! You give love a bad name!" (1986) is so powerful, the band didn't even bother putting any music at all behind it in the first verse.
  3. Fleetwood Mac's 'Dreams'. (1977)
  4. Kenny Rogers' 'The Gambler'. (1978)

I can't yet put all the most killer riffs (or grooves, or beats) underneath my lyrics, but once I have the lyrics, I have copyright. And even if all that goes out the window in the new AI-dominated world, at least I have something that is mine, and I can play with it endlessly in the future, whether privately, publicly, or commercially.

And I must say, I really enjoy the mostly "non-heavy", more "poppy", "cute metal" versions - despite not being what I had in mind originally. Only with the 20th song, 'The Bloodfire', did I spend (way too) much time lining up all kinds of heavy riffs. It's super-awesome, but you're not always in the mood for that. So, a more unique voice, especially for men; a bit better drumming here; a bunch of actually solid grooves and riffs there, and I'm 10/10 satisfied with the "cute metal" and related songs. Now I'm 8.0 or maybe 8.5/10 satisfied on average - and that mostly comes down to very human lyrics.


Music player / Joel's album previews

Click on the red play button or one of the previews in the playlist. The basic browser play button likely is (initially) security-blocked in most browsers.

🎵 Joel's album previews Total: 3:23
Shuffle:
1. 🎶 Joel - Divine Feminine 1:38
2. 🎶 Joel - The Way Of Men And History 1:45

I might well add more songs to both albums here.

Artist/band names to copyright...

By this, I claim copyright for the name "Superstar Dickslinger" 😇 - just in case. That's going to be a hard name to get featured anywhere though. So let's also do it for "Hermess" and "Hermesss", assuming there already is a band called Hermes out there. Why? It's the only pronounceable name that fully fits my work:

  1. Hermes: Messenger of the gods. Also featured in my Godlike Dreams.
  2. H: Heavens (gods), heavenly, Heaven, or Holy (God).
  3. ER: Earth Ruler, i.e. the Earth Father primal force.
  4. Her: Her.
  5. Me: Men.
  6. Mes: Messiah - if I feel grandiose.
  7. S: Serpent.
  8. S: Satan.
  9. S: Shighren.
  10. Sss: Snake or serpent hiss.

I tried to find an alternative, but couldn't come up with one. Well, let's claim Ghermes and Ghermesss, also for a political movement:

  1. G: Gods or gods.
  2. Hermes: Messenger of the gods. Also featured in my Godlike Dreams.
  3. H: Heavens, heavenly, Heaven, or Holy.
  4. ER: Earth Ruler, i.e. the Earth Father primal force.
  5. Her: Her.
  6. Me: Men.
  7. Mes: Messiah - if I feel grandiose.
  8. S: Serpent.
  9. S: Satan.
  10. S: Shighren.
  11. Sss: Snake or serpent hiss.

Hmm, in English it might be to close to the word "germ". Then again, Germany is too. But Germany has a Nazi past. How weird. Let's think about it.

Somewhere I prefer my band name to be Shighren (or various unpublished acronyms), and it would also be the easiest to claim copyright for, as it goes back to 2019 and is uniquely mine. No one and nothing used that name, at least back in 2019 when I checken. But the term also is very, very dark - mostly - and limited in scope.


All my famous, "borrowing" copy-kittens...

First of all, let's call the "borrowing" "alleged" - to cover off that small outside chance it (here and there) somehow is not the case...

The sections here makes more sense in relation to the monstrously large 'Divine Feminine Spy Network' article.

Mind you, I'm pretty grateful for having inspired the women in question, and then some. But I'm not married to them, so maybe they shouldn't have been emptying my pockets for over a decade. I can't live off air alone.

2020: Wet Ass Pussy (WAP) video

If you've seen the music videos of Megan Thee Stallion and Cardi B's 'Wet Ass Pussy (WAP)' (featuring Kylie, in 2020; about 1 billion views over two YouTube clips by 2026) and Lil Nas X's 'Montero' (2021, just over 1 billion combined views over two YouTube clips by 2026), you might be struck by the extreme disconnect between the visual prowess and symbology on-screen and the mundane, pornographic, "nigga"-type lyrics. Here's 'WAP':

Especially seeing the 'WAP' clip again is a little shocking, now years later. Fact is, the real reason behind all this is because the inspiration for all the visuals - as far as I am concerned - are my then-secret 'Ayahuasca Bible' and the 'Godlike Dreams'. I just was never paid or given credit, as for so many other things. And my work made it over to the artists in question mainly through Rihanna and the Jenners. Apart from the snakes, psychedelic, and jaguar-themes, with WAP I particularly am reminded of this September 14, 2017 session of mine (which has 2017 time stamps on my laptop):

In text-format:

"I see a framework of garden passages moving into different directions from me, filled with all kinds of flowers. All of it is surrounded by a beautiful blue, sunny sky. ... I see water flowing down Ancient Greek stairs flowing over my face. Beautiful flowers are floating in it. I'm being bathed in Tasha's vaginal fluid and love. ...

"Megan is steering it. The Earth Mother is steering it. She doesn't even know it herself, but she is steering it."

The only thing "off" is that the flower-filled water in 'Wet Ass Pussy (WAP)' ironically isn't flowing from the vaginas of the statues, but out of their nipples. I pretty much assume someone decided that, for whatever reason, this was slightly "too much", visually - as the vaginas on the statues are censored out as well. But certainly the song's name made up for it.

I tossed the overlaps in ChatGPT just to prevent any potential troll from dismissing things:

"An observer could reasonably conclude: The overlaps are too numerous to dismiss instantly [and] enough to justify investigating possible transmission... The most informative evidence would not be additional symbolic similarities. It would be evidence showing a credible chain connecting the 2017 document to people involved in creating the 2020 video [such as the] "1,000 additional coincidences" claim."

Ok, that sounds all a bit too lawyery. But we can do that - because the women allowed it. At the time I had no clue yet that the Kardashians and Jenners were paying close attention to my work as well. I had only just started to "get" that Megan was doing so - hence the domination of Dutch persons in that 2017 session - and she hadn't exposed her ties to the afore-mentioned yet.

However, very important to mention is that the above September 14, 2017 temple-Tasha-pussyfluid-bathing session later featuring in WAP, actually was a continuation of an all-night and first-time August 27, 2017 session about... Rihanna - one that also involved Megan Fox and Tasha... This is discussed in detail in the 'Divine Feminine Spy Network' article's 'Fairy' chapters. Hence, Rihanna is very closely tied to both my original session and the later WAP video in a multitude of ways.

As for Tasha alone, on October 16, 2021, a year after 'WAP', she was closely connected to countless women (secretly and not-so-secretly) that were in touch with the Jenners. These were screenshots from a fully fresh East Block IP of someone who never had been on social media before and no clue what even was going on when I directed him to the social media page(s) in question:

To make things clearer...
- Tasha is from Australia.
- Lauren Drain Fit from the faraway U.S. is a bestie of UFC ring girl Arianny Celeste, who has been a secret bestie of Megan Fox since 2015.
- Lolo in even farther away Canada has been a secret friend of Megan since mid 2018.
- Valerie is Lolo's (Canadian) bestie.
- Lolo also was good friends with Tina in 2020-2021, who in that period dated Megan's ex Brian Austin Green, then Diddy, and "somehow" became the only non-celebrity embraced by Rihanna's specially-groomed paparazzi photographer Diggzy.
- "Insignificant" / very unknown Tegan - "in the know" since at least October 2017 (right around when my "WAP session" took place) - is from Australia too, but ended up living in California by 2024, hanging out with Megan Fox and Megan's boyfriend MGK, as well as with a youth friend of Post Malone.
- Natalee from Russia is a secret proved Kendall and Kylie Jenner friend.
- Demi Rose from the UK is tied in with Kylie Jenner's old boyfriend Tyga and has supported the same obscure Sasha Label in Australia also tied to Kylie, Rihanna (friend of Nicki Minaj and Cardi B), Megan, Jake Paul, etc. from 2020 to 2024 - which was ran by Tegan's bestie.
- Hannah too happens to be tied in with Tyga and the Jenners through her friend and Amanda Trivizas - who supported Sasha Label as well.
- Also, Conor, who ordinarily didn't show up, had beef with MGK at the time due to Megan being his groupie too, and they were in touch over social media.
Still with me? Ironically, the person who made these screenshots had no clue what he even was looking at, only having heard of Megan Fox - but not following her previously in any way. But he unwittingly proved a conspiracy that would make the CIA blush.

March 2021: Montero video

Now let's again look at Lil Nas X's 'Montero / Call Me By Your Name' (2021, just over 1 billion combined views over two YouTube clips by 2026). I have a folder on the connections here dating back to just after its release, so writing a summary here is quite easy (I might still add some sources):

  1. July 9, 2020: Lil Nas X releases a snippet of 'Montero / Call Me By Your Name' singing from his car.
  2. July 20, 2020: It is reported that Rihanna has recruited Lil Nas X and future husband Asap Rocky for her (also-inspired-by-me) lingerie brand Savage X Fenty.
  3. July 30, 2020: Lil Nas X celebrates that Rihanna has seen his 'Montero / Call Me By Your Name' snippet and loves it.

  4. Feb. 19, 2021: Omer Fedi, Lil Nas X and Miley Cyrus are hanging out at Nobu. Miley has just become an "insider" in this period. Omer Fedi has been busy writing many riffs for MGK and would start dating Kourtney Kardashian bestie (also a bestie of Megan Fox and the one who married MGK drummer Travis Barker) and top social media star Addison Rae in August 2021. Rae too is a major insider to "this network".
  5. On March 1, 2021: Megan Fox, boyfriend MGK, MGK collaborator Yungblud, and Omer Fedi all are hanging out together - the pictures of which arguably were the usual purposeful, playful leak by Megan - possibly through Rihanna's photographer Diggzy again.

  6. March 26, 2021: The release date of Lil Nas X's 'Montero / Call Me By Your Name', which may well have taken so long due to all the visuals. It shoots to number 1 on the singles chart.

  7. Also on March 26, 2021: MGK collaborators Omer Fedi and Yungblud are partying at 24kgoldn with Miley Cyrus.
  8. Gotta check: Lil Nas X says he wants a 'Montero' version with both Rihanna and Kendall Jenner boyfriend Bad Bunny of this song.

In any case, in contrast, when you see my lyrics here, and some of the musical qualities, you will notice that there is much more of a "connect" between the spiritual aspects of my lyrics and the visuals in music clips like that. The sex is regularly mixed in as well, at least for the moment. But unlike Cardi B, Megan Thee Stallion, Nicki Minaj, Lil Nas X, Glorilla, Doja Cat, etc. (notice a commonality?), it is wrapped around playfulness, spirituality, and "baddieness" (or violent rape, I guess - but that involves a history lesson). It's not merely grunty, explicit ghetto jungle-type pornography.

Nov. 2021: Astroworld's "deadly Satanic ritual"

Speaking of the Jenners and lyrical disconnects, I also take credit for the infamous Astroworld 2021 "deadly Satanic ritual" controversy that Kylie's then-boyfriend and baby daddy Travis Scott took responsibility for - at least in terms of paying damages to the victims. Just the Hell and Hell portal scenery - which I consider based on my 2018 Hell trip and countless Satanic-type Godlike Dreams (my Hell's Embers song essentially is Astroworld's theme). I also take credit for Kendall getting criticized for not removing her "tone-deaf" picture. She didn't, I presume, because she didn't know if I had seen it. I had, could see the "secret messaging" she was doing, but purposely kept quiet.

The Astroworld tragedy is an interesting one: people are obsessed with the Jenners, obsessed with Satanic conspiracies, and there's a story here involving both. But will I ever be allowed to be discussed by the media and social media algorithms, even if the Jenners would explain it? I doubt it.

2014, 2018-: Taylor Swift

You may or may not have observed a similar disconnect between Taylor Swift's songwriting and the visual snake prowess since her 2018 'Reputation' tour and some of her clips - which I never even noticed until late 2023 when the Godlike Dreams started involving her. Fans have been led to believe that this all is about Kim Kardashian having called her a "snake" on July 18, 2016, after a secret recording surfaced of a pretty bizarre phone conversation between Kim's husband Kanye West and Taylor, during which the latter is supposed to have giving permission to Kanye for a sexual line in one of his upcoming songs, 'Famous':

"Later in the song I [say], "I made her famous" ... To all the South Side niggas that know me best, I feel like Taylor Swift might owe me sex." ... I had this line where I said, and my wife [Kim Kardashian] really didn't like this one. Because we tried to make it nicer. So I said, "For all my South Side Niggas who know me best, I feel like me and Taylor Swift might still have sex." And my wife was really [inaudible] with that one. She was way more into, "She owes you sex!" 1

The song was released soon after. And boy, it was as bizarre as anything you would expect (somehow) connected to the work of this author, the music clip featuring Kayne and Kim in bed with lookalikes of Taylor Swift, Rihanna, Donald Trump, Caitlyn Jenner (the transsexual father of the Jenner sisters) and others - all nude. 2 Rihanna apparently freely contributed to it, as she sings as well; but Taylor reportedly was angry about the video. 3 Even anno 2026 people were wondering how on Earth this clip ever was released, how it didn't result in lawsuits, why it was repressed, and why YouTube has allowed to keep it up at the same time.

Looking at the release date of July 1, 2016, what's the chance that this song somehow was not tied to the November 2016 elections - that Trump won?

The thing is, arguably it wasn't smart to release the stalkery phone call. It pretty much undermined Kayne's image as a "badass rapper" and "rebel", listening to how incredibly nervous he was talking to Taylor. And also to his explicit "quid pro quo" attitude. That is something you'd better lose as a man with women. They don't play by those rules. It will only get you labeled a "stalker" and tossed in prison - unless maybe you are very rich and famous... And can keep being delusional to a large degree. Keeping things playful is much better. Most importantly, in the phone call, Taylor never gave permission for the line to be used: "I do need to think about it." 4 Not to mention that Kanye lied to his "friend": he provided a line that excluded the "bitch" part. Even after Taylor expressed worries about being called a "bitch" by him, he still kept quiet. 5 And he mentioned nothing about the upcoming video.

Under any circumstance, follow-up contact was needed, if Kanye really, explicitly, desired Swift's permission - and didn't just want to (gang)bang her. (Note: Ironically, I wrote this "speculative conclusion" while having forgotten about the 'Famous' video.) At most, the leaking of the phone call was (just) enough to prevent any lawsuits. But one can argue that it really wasn't:

  1. due to the "bitch" omission;
  2. the subsequent all nude video he hid from her;
  3. its snuff film quality, especially the last 8-minute non-music section;
  4. the "special thanks" reserved for "Taylor Swift" in the video;
  5. Taylor being the only one mentioned in the lyrics;
  6. and the claims that Taylor "approved" of the song...

So how Kanye got away without any lawsuits from any of the "participants" in his orgy, is a question fans are wondering about to this day. Maybe most looked at it as free publicity. The most common asked question really is why a very politically correct and very repressive YouTube never banned the video. 6

In any case, Kim certainly was fully in the wrong here calling Taylor a "snake" for denying she gave permission. But this then served as the "excuse" for Taylor to claim she was "taken down psychologically" by this 7 and to then take "revenge" in the form of massive, gigantic, supernatural, psychedelic snake tours around the world from May 2018 on 8, the visuals quite possibly playing a key role in turning her into a billionaire - in the same way that the visuals likely drew in a lot of additional attention to 'WAP' and 'Montero'.

As it turns out, Swift has been accused of milking victimhood. 9 Well, she's a woman - but let's not even go there. But it also turns out that Taylor herself has actively promoted the view from the earliest moment that her massive supernatural snake tour is based on "Kim Kardashian trauma", as on May 8, 2018, during the opening concert of her 'Reputation' tour in Glendale, Arizona, she held the following speech:

"A couple of years ago, someone [named Kim Kardashian] called me a snake on social media and it caught on. And then a lot of people called me a lot of things on social media. And I went through some really low times for a while because of it. I went through some times when I didn’t know if I was gonna get to do this anymore.

"And I guess the snakes, I wanted to send a message to you guys that if someone uses name-calling to bully you on social media and even if a lot of people jump on board with it, that doesn't have to defeat you. It can strengthen you instead."
10

I don't know. She can have representatives handle her social media. But apart from that, the way she brought it to her fans, she seems to have largely been worried about potentially losing out on contracts and money... The thing is, to her massive armies of "Swifties", Taylor was talking about the same Kim Kardashian - the half-sister of the Jenners - who has the same, older snake obsession (since at least Feb. 2015), followed by a Lilith obsession... due to knowing everything about this author's work since 2014-2015. Just as countless of Taylor's prominent friends of the 2014-2015 era, at least some of them already being "insiders" to the work of this author:

  1. Kendall Jenner: Unofficial Victoria's Secret model 2015-2018. Appeared in many pictures with Swift, and also on-stage. 11 Developed a more minor snake fascination than her half-sister Kim (and roughly on par with her full-sister Kylie), but certainly did start wearing snake boots produced by... Kanye West from early 2015. I mention also because I do wonder about Kanye's alien shoes, which he introduced in 2019. There's been a lot of "UFO and alien" play over the years with Kenlie and other women - tied to this author.
  2. Gigi Hadid: Victoria's Secret model 2015-2018. Sister of Gigi, both virtual Jenner in-laws. Endlessly appeared alongside Swift in public events in 2015, both on- and off-stage. 12 In Swift's May 18, 2015-released 'Bad Blood' video, which had a reported $13 million budget and was rather obviously inspired by 'The Matrix' and 'Mortal Kombat'.
  3. Bella Hadid: Victoria's Secret model 2015, 2016-2018, 2021-. Sister of Gigi. Pictures exist of Bella Hadid hugging Taylor Swift in the 2015 period.
  4. Cara DeLevingne: Victoria's Secret model 2012-2013. Friends with Rihanna since at least 2013. Appeared in many pictures with Swift, both on- and off-stage. 13 In Swift's May 18, 2015-released of 'Bad Blood' video. Hired as a Matrixy forest fairy for Rihanna's Savage X-Fenty in 2019. In early June 2020 she was pro-George Floyd, pro-BLM-protesting alongside new Megan Fox boyfriend MGK and upcoming Kourtney Kardashian husband Travis Barker. Played in the secret Lilith show of Kim Kardashian in 2023.
  5. Joey King: A known friend of Swift 14, who appeared in a 2011 and 2023 music videos of Swift. ('Mean' and 'I Can See You'). Later starred with Brad Pitt and part of the Dimitri's Hair Illuminati, which is when I started wondering about her.
  6. Zendaya: In Swift's May 18, 2015-released 'Bad Blood' video, as well as various social events. 15
  7. Selena Gomez: In Swift's May 18, 2015-released 'Bad Blood' video.
  8. Beyonce: At various events with Swift since at least 2009 and later also at parties. Wife of Rihanna mentor Jay Z.
  9. Diggzy: Swift was/is among the handful of celebrities who have had paparazzi-for-hire Diggzy - Rihanna's protege - on a retainer.

  10. Megan Fox: Only publicly photographed with Swift in February 2024, months after my Godlike Dreams started involving Swift.

With videos doing a billion+ views on YouTube alone, and friends like these appearing in your videos 16, at parties, and onstage 17, it is hard to see how you would get your contracts canceled over one insignificant feud with "crazy Kanye" and wife Kim Kardashian.

It shouldn't be overlooked either that Taylor already displayed a similar snake fascination as Kim Kardashian and other "in-the-know" stars since an August 18, 2014-released music clip of her. She also wore full snakeskin at the May 2015 Met Gala. So the idea that this fascination was born in 2016-2017 due the Kim Kardashian feud is shaky at best. If anything, Taylor copied Kim's "snake secret" and threw it out into the "open" - but the source of all of it, certainly with Kim, are my older 'Ayahuasca Bible' and the 'Godlike Dreams'.

Taylor also didn't learn much from her Kanye-Kim conflict, publicly supporting old Black Panther and more modern Soros ally Kamala Harris for president in 2024. 18 Then again, this too brings back memories. But let's not even go there for now.

Update:

On June 7, 2026, three weeks after writing the previous sections, while privately preparing this combined article and discography here - to which all the famous and non-famous women mentioned here had exclusive access - secret Megan bestie Lolo excitedly gets active again, reboots her super-rare photoshoots, this time with a woman who days ago rolled off a music set as the stunt double of... the afore-mentioned Cara DeLevingne - who the same day I literally see pop up in the media as having just launched a new singing career. 19 It's all a "coincidence", of course:

Then another few days later - on June 10 - Cara friend Taylor is photographed hugging Kylie, surprising media across the world who quickly start making references to the "snake feud" I'm talking about here. 20

2020: MGK's Bloody Valentine

An honorary mention should be given as well to MGK's 'Bloody Valentine' music video of May 2020, all in respect to the attire and role of Megan Fox - with 150 million YouTube views anno 2026. And maybe a few elements in the subsequent tour:

2019: Madison Beer

Or the attire and a few other aspects in the two 2019 videos of 'All Day and Night' (April 2019 and May 2019 - 155 million YouTube views together by 2026) of Madison Beer - who ended up expressing Megan Fox, and more covertly vice versa, while supposedly never having talked to each other...

2022: Metallica

I would also say there's a lot of strangeness surrounding Metallica's 2022-announced '72 Seasons' album. And I have plenty of reason to believe that Megan Fox, Eiza Gonzalez, and other women can tell me all about it - which they might, between now and 10,000 years.

But the point here is that my own songs - as well as the older 'Ayahuasca Bible' and the 'Godlike Dreams' many are based on - fit the visuals of the above music clips much better.


SONGS AND ALBUMS BY JOEL VAN DER REIJDEN

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Divine Feminine (2026)
Part of Me

Date: 2026/04/06. Preview song.

Lyrics version 1:

I always wanted to be happy.
Now I met my girl and I might just be.
I’m finding comfort as I run towards her into the light.

I worry it's the light of Lucifer.
As by her side, my angel of doom has been seen.
I pray for the best, ‘cause they both stole my heart.

She's a part of me.
Forever in love with her.
I see her and her sister.
Undressing right in front of me.

She's a part of me!
Forever I beg that queen.
Living in blissful sin.

I dub thee sunshine metal.
Cast away anything of darkness.
Bring down that divine.
And dance towards the light.

She's a part of me!
Forever my star in the sky-high.
Guiding me through light and darkness.

Glimmering of the light.
Storms and deepest darkness.
Heaven may conceal Hell.

But forever she shines... brightly!
 
 

Background

How it started.

The top portion of the lyrics was written on February 3, 2023. As so often with Disturbed, I was blown away by a new song of theirs: 'Part of Me'. But also as so often, with the lyrics, I continually went, "This guy needs to relax. He sounds like he's about to become a serial killer!" Once again I wondered why you can't have loud, aggressive music like that, but... lighter.

So I experimentally wrote some lyrics for the first time in my life, not thinking I would ever be able to do something with it. Essentially this song started as a parody to Disturbed's version, albeit quickly a bit more serious. I just labeled it "sunshine metal" at the time.

The bottom part of the lyrics was written in late March and early April 2026, after learning it was possible to create your own AI songs. It was the serpent's demand to put the "beg" sentence in there, so I did.

Initially, in 2026, I wanted to create a whole "sunshine metal" album, with a song named 'Sunshine Metal', but I'm not inspired that way for the time being. As for a whole album, I might not be the right person to create that. Not at this point. Essentially it would just be a heavy hair metal album with regular spiritual overtures.


Dreams of Damnation

Date: 2026/04/06. Preview song. Lyrics:

2nd tattoo of Megan I'm responsible for, this one on one of her secret besties, within 24 hours of sharing this song. I'm pretty sure the tattoo was in the planning. They were just waiting for an opportune moment to "reward". They know I "back up" this detailed. No issue. They like being exposed more than I like exposing them.
Megan's name has been removed, but see the Ayahuasca Bible and Godlike Dreams for details.

Morning sun, birds singing.
A wake up flash!
The Devil grinning...
Intrigued! Excited!
My baby not just happy...
But utterly delighted!

Prettiest of them all.
Baddie of the ages.
Eyes of heaven.
Concealing the gaze of Hell.

Dreams of damnation.
Will they become our Revelation?
Will she bring me to the Devil?
Or lead me to salvation?

I will love you forever.
Let's not worry about Satan, baby.
We keep pure our intentions.
And tiptoe out of Hell.

Dreams of Satan.
Will they come to realization?
Will she take me to the Devil?
Or can I resist her temptation?

Forever the prettiest of them all.
A soul so kind.
Eyes bright as the sky.
But beware!
Burning behind them!
Is...

LUCIFER!

Prettiest of them all.
Baddie of the ages.
Eyes of heaven.
Concealing the gaze of Hell.

Background

I spent 2 hours writing the lyrics, the quickest of any, together with the overlapping 'Dreams Don't Lie' song. Eventually I spent another 30 minutes to improve the second chorus.


Boobielicious

Date: 2026/04/10. Preview song. Lyrics:

See the 'Divine Feminine Spy Network' article for details.

Pretty, pretty beta sister.
Not seen as the model.
Freckles and sweet eyes,
yet jealous of the alpha.
Times change.
One day she went,
"I'm gonna beat ya."

There now.
Playful little devil.
With the cutest little peach.
Purrs like a kitten.
When she ravages my meat.

Play with her cupcakes.
She loves it touchy-touchy.
Molded by the doctors.
For you to watchy-watchy.

Boobielicious!
Now she won't be ignored.
She's too playful, seductive, and delicious.

Competition is fierce.
So pretty, her sister.
I've seen with my own eyes.
She came to me at night.
In the stormy skies.
Persephone she was.
Took off her armor.
Cracked me with the whip.
Told me to love her sister,
get on my knees, and start to worship.

Tightest little honeys.
Lovers and best friends.
No one gets between them.
Except the boss-men.
Minxy, minxy kittens.
They will make you beg.
They will make you squeal.
Drain the coco's,
Three times a day.

Boobielicious!
Now up there with her sister.
A mother. Soft and kind.
And always the most nutritious.

You know my name.
Hot pink and snaky green is the game.
I will not be beta.
And I will not be lame.

Boobielicious!
Equality now is here.
Never count her out.
She's way too ambitious.

Born of Olympus.
A mother too gorgeous.
A sister so/too loving.
Never count her out.
Boobie! Boobielicious!

Background

This song took about 10 hours of writing, the last two hours of which was tweaking the lyrics with music.


Wild & Pinky

Date: 2026/04/12. Preview song. Lyrics:

Oh no! Help me!
The snake, he entrapped me!
My sadistic little kitties.
With their sharp little nailies.
Now all lovey-dovey.
Purring and dancing.

But my shame,
it reaches into the heavens.

Kenlie, Ari, Natty.
Daci, Meggy, Teggy.
All you kinky vixens.
I love that you liky.
But please, protect me.
Please. Don't tell my story.

Snaky-snaky.
Why did you tell me to wear the pinky?
And shake that booty.
Now the girls are out of line.
And we're all so kinky.

Lolo, Riri, Eizy.
Maddy and Dorry.
Oops! I'm sorry!
Queen Doroteja!
I admit. I confess. I liky.
Feeling so soft, so sensitive,
vulnerable and delicious.

Blackmail, I really liky.
Please. Come spank me.
Your good little doggie.
Videos, keep it secret.
Please. Never leak it.

Snaky-snaky.
Why did you tell me to wear the pinky-pinky?
And shake that booty.
Now the girls are going wild.
And we're all so minxy.

I'm only joking! Nothing to be seen here! Hahaha!

Vixens dancing.
Demons crying.
Butterflies raging.
The heart unburdened.
A Spartan reborn.
Pink nailies.
Pink panties.
Sensitive to the bone.
Carrying his sword.

For now!

Background

The first version was written and produced in 4 hours total. The lyrics were slightly downgraded in a second version from apocalyptic trannyism to slightly more "chippendale". But then apocalyptic trannyism was put back in, because that's been part of the Ayahuasca Bible since 2018 (due to the ever-present Megan influence), the women in question have always more than liked it, and Lil Nas X has been visualizing it in 'Montero' in 2021. The male voice could use an upgrade in the "punky and spunky" version, but the female one is amazing.

Guess there goes any potential future claim I'm not LGBTQ friendly. I'm just not propagandist Rockefeller-Soros LGBTQ friendly. Haaaa!


Lilith I: The Witch

Date: 2026/04/19. Preview song. Lyrics:

All the boys, praying and preaching.
When haunting coldness hits their skin.
And in their dreams,
they hear the night witch screeching.

Biggest of Hell fiends.
Likes to play.
Loves to tease.
Gets to you by any means.

You will crawl.
The dark fascinations, she provides all.
You choose, how deep.
She'll provide.
Always, forever, brutally, savagely.
Without constraint or restraint.
She overtakes with sin any saint.

Saint! Sinner! Beggar! Lover!
Enjoy the whip of the blood mother!

Mystery, enjoyment, dark play.
She offers all.
A price? No need to pay.
Accept everything within yourself.
Embrace your darkness.
And spit it out again.

If you value your life,
Stay on the good side of her knife.

Saint! Sinner! Beggar! Lover!
Enjoy the knife of the blood mother!

From stiletto heels.
To razor wire, spikes, and drills.
In this domain, she reigns!
Suspends me from hooks and chains!

Fighter! Outlaw! Rebel! Ruler!
Come find out who's your boss-mother!

Earth Mother of blood and bones.
Goddess of sin.
Endless supply of vessels.
To make your life deliciously miserable.

Seducer.
Punisher.
Biggest scare.
Ultimate nightmare.

Forever a woman.
A cutie-patootie.
With pretty little nailies.
A secret light.
Dominated by the dark side.
Cloaking itself in it.
Like a warm blanket of delight.

Lilith! She's in your veins!

Background

Lyrics created over about 20 hours, plus a lot of subsequent musical tweaking. Bizarrely, once again the intro, mini-chorus and outro of the first output magically was by far the most epic - with me to this day slamming my head to the desk that I accidentally had a typo in those lyrics.

Eventually I was able to cobble together a slightly shorter, more playful-sounding version. It's not as epic, but more fun to listen to over longer periods of time.


Lilith II: The Kraken

Date: 2026/04/21. Preview song. Lyrics:

Terrifying as a witch.
So vile, her purpose cannot even be spoken.
But now, in my soul,
Something far worse has awoken.

Beyond all imagination.
Beyond all explanation.
Is what I am experiencing.

A grotesque evil.
But only to the wicked.
Or so it says.
I want to believe.

Kraken of the soul.
Denial is futile.
Permission with every admission.
A nightmare of all I could ever envision.

In my soul, please stay asleep.
Most hideous of all creatures I could ever meet!

Close your eyes!
Stay in the deep,
Of my soul's sea.
And let me be free!

Distort! Double cross! Tear apart!
I see you,
Satan's little cutie.
Hardest to outsmart.
Obstructing all that's true.
Manipulating,
Man, machine, and code.
Creates society.
Only to make it implode.

Nowhere to run!


Rage your venom throughout my soul!
Do whatever! Be whatever! You desire!
But spare me, this ordinary mortal, your devoted attention!

Monster of the sea.
Of my sins, please absolve me.
Even though, I can't be.
My sins, permeate my being.
This matrix.
This universe.
I realize.
This monster love is...

ETERNAL!

Background

The lyrics were written over about 24 hours. Bizarrely, after the 'Dreams of Damnation' song and 'Lilith I', this became the third song in which the very first generation - with experimental lyrics and typos - turned out to be the most incredible, especially the outro, but to a degree also the chorus. Dozens of additional generations didn't really get me anywhere. Eventually I greatly shortened the song, so you get pretty quickly to the outro. To me, it's mind-blowing.


Divine Feminine

Date: 2026/05/16. Preview song. Lyrics:

Men!
They think they rule the world.
Assume they're so superior.
Their women.
Easy to control.
So emotional and inferior.

Men!
Think again!
You can't control the Divine Feminine!
We rule,
The hearts of men!

Never you understood.
Life is about emotion.
As ideally it should.
The realm of God.
Ruled by pure loving emotion.
So anything is possible.
Anything can be born from it.
So be smart.
Be needy.
And focus on the heart.

Bow!
To the Divine Feminine!
Why do we have to tell you again?
Oh so secretly,
We control you men!

The hearts of men.
We need to control them.
Protect them.
From themselves.
Their violent nature.
Stop their mayhem.
And provide.
Access to God.
To heaven.
Giving them,
With our tightest weapon,
A little slice of Heaven.

Men!
Don't cause yourself so much pain.
There's nothing to gain.
You can't win.
Just comply.
Express your love.
Your needs.
And never try to deny.

In the end,
We,
The Divine Sisters,
Are one.
We stand together.
Surrounding you.
And you'll discover.
We're each other's lover.

Kneel!
To the Divine Feminine!
Why do we have to tell you again?
In the most devious of ways,
We control you men!

Loners?
Deviants?
Men a little too nice?
We teach those as well.
Improve yourself.
Or be ignored.
And put on ice!

Our ssss-secret?
The men we crave,
Are dominant, open and brave.
Manly!
Daring!
Fearless!
Ohhh, they get to cream.
Inside of us.
With their entire squad.
Their entire team!

Not fair?
We don't care!
Don't bore us!
With the reasons!
Because we don't care!
About reason!

We are!
The Divine Sisters!
The Divine Feminine!

Background

Lyrics written in about 15 hours, the last 8 hours tweaking them while listening to variations of the song. "Deviants" means "Any man not part of an acceptable norm". Including that term, for now, prevented me from having to write a wholly separate song on that subject.

I would argue that I played a major role in popularizing the term 'Divine Feminine', because Megan, Kylie and friends of theirs publicly started pushing the term - with a lot of fans gushing about its mystical meaning - after a September 29, 2018 Black Caapi session of mine that introduced this term. At least consciously, I had never heard of the term, and, searching for its meaning, its usage was very rare at that point. It's also what was visually demonstrated in the extremely popular 2020 WAP video that included Kylie Jenner - which I take credit for as well.


Lost Funeral Poem

Date: 2026/05/08. Preview song. Lyrics:

How did it go again?
A dream,
Of fighting.
A god!
And a demon.
Or two. ...

A fire demon.
A hellhound.
But a tiger.
Struck it with a wolf's claw.
Of intense cold.

I read aloud.
Its Old English funeral poem.
Through the three gods in white.
A poem of fire and ice!
So beautiful.
If only I could remember.
The faintest of lines.

Whisper to me!
Spirits I cannot see!
Help me remember!
Your poem!
Now merely an ember!

The demons.
They tell me to sleep.
Funeral rites are here.
I bid thee farewell.
I've got to study.
Elizabethan English.
For hope...
Maybe to banish.
But certainly,
for things I cannot remember.

Background

30 minutes work or so. It's a quicky based on an April 24, 2026 dream and wake up dictation. I only wrote the chorus and the last 3 lines. The rest was auto-dictation, as I also use in various other songs - although the dictations there were much stronger.

While this wasn't a very strong dictation, the dream tied to it was interesting enough to take notice. This unusual dream (even for me) appeared weeks after I - for the first time ever - seriously started writing "poetry" for the songs here. The dream seemed to give hints as to inspiration. As a test, I just wanted to see if the dictated words would form am interesting, listenable song, despite it being almost silly to try, because the poem in the dream itself I had fully forgotten, apart from apart from the words "My soul..."

Turns out, I like the entire song, including the music near the end and the harmonies. The only thing I don't like is the second verse. The problem is, the second verse - as the rest - is both accurate as to the dream and the subsequent dictation - and it describes intense dream-symbolism. I don't know, for now, it is what it is. It is a genuine song about a lost poem from a lost time, inside a mysterious dream that was triggered due to starting to write poetry. And it mostly sounds really good.

So, the song has its place in history and entertainment, if only as a bonus song.


Siddhartha

Date: 2026/05/10. Preview song. Lyrics:

Emissaries of authority.
All agree.
You are a menace!
An enemy of responsibility!
You'll be nothing.
But bad to... me!

Yet you teach me!
Accept and love!
Clean your house!
Be a man!
And groom yourself daily!

I ask myself!
Why was I never told?
About you?
How can that be?

You show me!
How cross-eyed I am!
Lost my coolness!
To my baby's hotness!
Origin of all creation!
In her eyes!

Siddhartha!
Can't see!
So blind we are!
Without the LSD!

We all!
Don't see things quite right!
Little Lambiks!
Putting up a Muppet fight!
Against our nature!
We all sinned!
Bickering over nothing!
Pointing each other the wind!

Siddhartha!
Just be!
It's the nature of the ecstasy!

Never fight me.
Don't try to flee.
Give over.
To me.
And be comfortable.
To go to sleep.
In the darkness.
The abyss.
The void of all infinity.

Background

About 7 hours to put together, but in conjunction with two overlapping songs.


Duality

Date: 2026/05/17. Preview song. Lyrics:

Fighting, for my soul's survival.
As Heaven and Hell, rip open.
And I become, the center of the Earth.
The source, of all creation.

My body.
My right half,
Still here.
Existing in this world.
My left half,
Sunk in the divine pit.
Part of the void,
Of all creation.

My reality.
Torn apart, in duality.
The divine and the Earthly.

There's no time.
Only what we perceive as such.
A most peculiar paradigm.
All flow.
A re-enactment.
Yet,
There's never been anything,
To "re-enact",
In the first place.
A play.
Life.
The heavens.
Everything.
Nothing.
And all.

Let it be known.
As above, so below.
The universal flow.
All of it.
Merely a show.

A familiar place.
I've been here.
There.
Many times before.
Right now.
Forever.
Always and never.

Center of the Earth.
Center of all creation.

Background

About 5 hours of writing. Secretly, this is 'Siddartha: Part II'.


Dreams Don't Lie

Date: 2026/04/21. Preview song. Lyrics:

Not one worry about the dreams she doles out.😏 See the Ayahuasca Bible and Godlike Dreams for details.

I'm only here to warn you,
my dear little rebel...
All is unseen.
Except in the dream.

Are you ready?
For the next level?
You conquered her heart.
Now you're sleeping...

With the Devil.

Eyes like crystals.
But a soul so damned.
Dreams of fire.
Of unholy sin.
Why are you surprised?
The Devil comes as advertised.

You may not believe me, boy.
But your dreams don't lie.
Satan's pit awaiting.
After you die.

Do you enjoy?
Every night.
Being chased, roasted, broken, shot?
Crucified like Jesus!
Experiencing Satan's eternal rot?
Crushed, chopped, knifed, sodomized?
Nuclear bombs leaving you atomized?

You may not believe me, boy.
But your dreams don't lie.
Luci burning.
Behind those pretty eyes.

(Discarnate voices start.)

Baby, let me remind you.
You're an angel of light.
Forever moving away,
From the light,
that isn't the light.

Naive little man.
Making that girl sing.
Making her your own.
So much fun.
But trust me, boy.
You have Luci on the phone.

You may not believe me, boy.
But your dreams don't lie.
She might be cute.
She might be fine.
But he's telling you.
That girl is mine!

Forever mine!

Background

Properly expanding the 'Dreams of Damnation' song wasn't possible at the time for me, so I wrote a second one. Again about 2 hours to write the lyrics, plus another 2 hours of tuning things up. This one and 'Dreams of Damnation' have been the easiest songs to write, by far, lyrics-wise.


Divine Empress of the Dragon

Date: 2026/05/04. Preview song. Lyrics:

As God is my witness.
She exists.
A most beautiful leather princess.
A vampire of the sun.
Coolest of all the outcasts.
If she ever even was...

Unknown but far from obscure.
Carrying with her.
The greatest secrets,
That ever were.

Took them with her.
Across the world.
To the source.
Only hints.
No discourse.

Tegan!
Divine empress of the dragon!
Reveal to the world!
The secrets of Riri, Kenlie, and Megan!

Thread carefully, little boy.
I'll reveal YOUR secrets - instead.
Never tell me what to do.
Lady power - not to be messed with.
By a ruckus like you.

Tegan!
Divine empress of the dragon!
This serpent,
Always first to intervene!
Reminding me,
I'm merely a peasant!
Talking to a queen!

Magic death.
ALL around you.
You are.
A good being.
We love you.
Let Teggy.
OUR Teggy.
Rule you.
Haunt you.
Conquer you.
Tegan is your lord.
Magic death is coming!

Tegan!

Your divine empress of the dragon!

Background

Took about 6 hours to write the lyrics. A month later I spent another 20 minutes to shorten and improve the first few verses a bit, as well as the dragon outro. I'd still like a bit more "spunky" and uptempo version, especially for the first half, but the chorus and second half I like. The outro was copy-pasted from the Godlike Dreams. It involved a spontaneous wake up dictation by the Shighren.

Aussies can't read, and pronounce "Tegan" as "Teagan". Well, over my dead body. It's Meggy and Teggy.


^^^
The Way of Men and History (2026)
Shighren

Date: 2026/05/08. Preview song. Lyrics:

Here I kneel.
To pray.
In an old Byzantine church.
Far from God.
Or so it appears.
As arrived has a most relentless scourge.

Do you see?
High up!
Besides the chapel's red glass.
Sits a formless black mass.

Was it invited into God's house?
To explain its purpose?
Or is this merely a most insolent trespass?

An unspoken whisper!
Only heard in the mind!
Telling me!
There are many!
Always and forever!
The blood tasters of mankind!

We are!
The way of men and history!
Giving you a most brutal destiny!

A rowdy bunch.
My new friends.
Diplomacy! Negotiation! Finesse!
All heresy to them.
Only understand bloodshed.
To destroy.
And will never go away!

We are!
The way of men and history!
Of the way!
Things ought to be!

Never!
Will we leave you alone!
Forever whispering!
In your ear!
As to what you are.
Who you are.
Who you ought to be.
Who you ought to become!
To survive!
Here!
On planet Earth!
Among your "brethren"!
Born in blood you were!
And in blood!
You shall perish!

It's our way!
Our holy way!

Of the Shighren!

Background

Lyrics written in about 8 hours, including 3 hours of tweaking to mainly get the choruses properly sung. All of the verses were written by hand, with the theme heavily inspired by the (unpublished) Shighren chapters of the Ayahuasca Bible. The chorus was copied from of the Ayahuasca Bible, but had to be heavily edited for catchy singing. The outro was copy-pasted from the Ayahuasca Bible as well, and essentially needed zero editing. Just a bit of figuring out how to best sing it.


Predetermined

Date: 2026/05/12. Preview song. Lyrics:

She's telling me.
And I can feel.
I can see.
Everything has a reason.
All of it predesigned.
I was always gonna mess up.
Make this particular mistake.
From the very beginning of time.

It's okay!
Don't worry about it.
You and I,
Just dancing.
Going through the motions.
Of what already was meant,
to come into existence,
When the universe projected outward,
into the distance.

Do I decide?
In my daily life?
The sacrifice!
Within this paradise?

All of you,
Stars in your own movie.
Beautiful.
Exciting.
Yet predetermined.
Your birth.
Part of the movie.
This cosmic,
This universal,
movie of all movies.

Do I decide?
In my daily life?
Is this screenplay?
Active gameplay?
Or will I forever remain mystified?

Predetermined!

Listen to me.
Give over, baby.
It's what you have to learn.
And maybe you can,
Affect your movie.

Hollywood.
Cinema.
Theatre,
Forget about it!

I am,
The only movie!
The true director!
The ultimate orchestrator!

I am reality!

Background

Lyrics written in about 12 hours, at least half involving tweaks.


Hail the Patriarchy

Date: 2026/05/14. Preview song. Lyrics:

So vilified.
Yet in history books,
Nothing but glorified.
Traveled every land.
Roamed the far seas.
To trade and expand.

At his best.
Provided and fought.
For all the things,
you and I sought.
Food, entertainment.
A house.
For every child and spouse.

Times of Abraham.
Tribalism.
Slavery.
Requiring so much bravery.
Forever gazing, at the horizon.
On the lookout.
For enemies to take out.
Those outside.
And those within,
Looking to divide.

Tell me!
What's wrong with patriarchy?
With brutal tyranny?
In times of anarchy?

The Earth Father.
Far from perfection.
Might need,
The occasional correction.
Protective.
Yet easily controlling.
Primitive and violent.
To any subject,
Any woman,
A little too defiant.

Hail the patriarchy!
Tell me!
What's wrong with kings,
slapping whores, and oligarchy?

Our obelisks standing tall.
Rock hard.
Proving sperm dominates all.
Men on top.
Women down below.
On their knees.
Sucking that obelisk.
Wife, fiance,
or the prettiest side-chick.
The most glorious of possessions.
A beautiful whore!
You just show that off!

Moloch.
Baal.
Yahweh.
The Patriarch.
Ruling father.
Earth Father.
Primal force.
Abraham.
Moses.
The stone father.
Rock-hard.
A fist.
Steadfast.
A king.
A father.

Lord of the Earth!
Of bones, skeletons and dust!

Background

Lyrics written in about 7 hours, the last 3 hours tweaking them while listening to variations of the song. A workaround was needed to get the final version of the song, as it was continually "flagged for content". That's one more reason I hurry up with writing songs, trying to finish any "controversial" ones, before you're blocked from creating them.

It might be good to provide an official explanation with this song, so I can just lean back and smile whenever someone wants to come up with a nefarious reason for me having written it. The song is based on the Earth Father chapters in the Ayahuasca Bible, and literally already back then served as the counterweight to the 'Divine Feminine' - which I was trying to tap into at the time. Both songs are meant to be truthful, and yet so truthful that it gets ridiculous (even though it isn't) and hilarious. That's also why I actually toned down the "slapping, raping, and killing whores" lines from the Ayahuasca Bible.

So yeah, this is a historically accurate song basically celebrating maleness, but at the same time pokes fun at its historic extremes of "problem solving" - whatever good or bad motives. I mean, who on Earth benefits from "oligarchy" alone? It's just written to make people think and laugh, both men and women. I was howling with laughter when writing the choruses. The intro is educational, the outro mystical, the bridge involves dominant seductive roleplay, and the middle verse goes from educational to humorously shocking - which the choruses take over the top.

If you don't like, I don't care. Because I know who liked it so much, that she immediately took out her whip to show the "Divine Feminine" really is in charge...

A first version of this song still exists, with the lyrics:

"All submissy. Like a Lewinsky. Under the desk of a Bill Clinty."

It's just fun. Monica Lewinksy doesn't have to be ashamed of anything. And neither does Bill Clinton.

The initial idea was to create two different songs: one highlighting the good parts of the patriarchy and Earth Father, and the second the bad parts. Eventually I just integrated it all into one song, because dedicating a whole song to "slapping, raping, and killing whores" didn't exactly seem like a lot of fun; while only highlighting the positive aspects in the other song also would seem a bit artificial.


Horsemen

Date: 2026/05/19. Preview song. Lyrics:

Singing and chanting.
Under heavy breath.
The bone rattle.
A bridge.
Between life and death.
A tether.
For them.
To cross over.
Together.

Be careful, son.
Don't open doors.
To things,
You do not understand.
Unholy, alive,
Or dearly departed.
That's how it started.
Through early morning mist.
Music and dreams.
They keep chasing.
Sword in hand.
For as long as you exist.

Running!
From the Horsemen!
So futile!
In no time!
They catch you again!

So it has begun.
A new chapter.
Here I am.
At an old wooden barn.
On the run.
In the air,
A sense of quiet despair.
As flying up,
Against the window,
A raven.
Making clear,
Gone is our safe-haven.
An eerie sign,
Something far from divine,
Is nearing.
Little time left,
to be... disappearing!

Hiding!
From the Horsemen!
So futile!
Only a matter of when!
They catch you again!

Wind howling.
Picking up.
Running out the back.
But stopped in our track.
A translucent rider,
coming through the wall.
No defense.
Yet Revelations,
Finally making sense.
Horses pale versus white.
Death is here.
Terrifying its sight.
Front door flying open.
A night so black.
Conquest, War, Famine.
Satan at the back.
No more deals.
Give us,
All Seven Seals.

War! Famine! Conquest! Death!
Say goodbye!
It's near!
Your final breath!

So dramatic you are.
We're your friends.
Here to warn you.
You little clown.
Expose your ass.
Or we!
Keep riding it down.
Change the narrative.
Be more sensitive.
You know to whom.
The one drawing us in.
Your little...
mistress of doom.

Remember,
To defeat the Horsemen.
Is to open up.

And to undo the Devil's influence,
Is to say:

I do not kill.
I do not retaliate.

We are the Horsemen!
Of the Apocalypse!

Background

About 14 hours of writing the lyrics, constituting an almost full rhymy rewrite of all Horsemen-related Godlike Dreams and Ayahuasca Bible chapters.


Hell's Embers

Date: 2026/05/24. Preview song. Lyrics:

These last few weeks,
I'm so riddled with fatigue.
Every nap, another trap.
Too afraid to fall asleep.
This mystery,
Is it worth it?
My never-ending misery?

Close my eyes.
Whisked away.
To a graveyard.
Of a massive cathedral.
A ruin.
Of times medieval.
Spirits, all around.
Bound to this unholy ground.
South of Heaven my arrival.
Endangering my soul's very survival.

Infernal spirits!
Hear them call me!
Please!
Let somebody else see!


Close my eyes.
Only to be awoken.
In a slaughter house.
Pieces of flesh,
Cut from my body.
All my bones broken.

Hell's embers!
You cannot see!
But please help me!
To break myself free!

Down into the catacombs.
Thousands of dead.
Strewn around,
In these massive tombs.
Late is the hour.
The serpent took me.
To meet the circle of power.
Religious leaders.
Businessmen.
Maybe nine or ten.
In an enlightened circle.
They greet me.
Welcome and ask me,
Here you managed to dwell.
But are you ready?
For the next level?
The next circle of Hell?

Hell's embers!
No one can see!
But within me!
They're still glowing brightly!

This insanity.
Every time.
I close my eyes.
I realize,
My terrible fate.
'Cause I persist.
In exploring a gate.
That shouldn't even exist.

What did you expect?
A mere mortal,
Without protection,
Opening a Hell portal.
Your shield.
It fell away.
Hours after that night,
That you decided to enter,
The most terrible blight.
Leaving you vulnerable,
Opening you up,
To all things horrible.

Inside me - it's glimmering.
I can sense - its flickering.
Upon my soul,
The demons feast.
No one to help me.
Doctor, psychiatrist, priest, exorcist.
Please!
Let it be withering!
Not forever be lingering!

What did you do?
Your life.
Your soul,
Away you threw.
Go back.
Close the door.
Of this,
You want no more.

I warned you.
As your advisor.
Your teacher.
Merely licking,
The crevice of Hell,
Will turn you,
Twist you,
Transform you,
Into a beast.
A most horrendous creature.

To Hell and back,
You went.
And within you,
Still glowing brightly.

Hell's embers!

Background

About 26 hours of writing and tweaking the lyrics over a week.


Sang de la Mort

Date: 2026/05/24. Preview song. Lyrics:

Ohhh,
do they love power!
Sitting there,
at the top of society.
Together,
like a thorny rosebush.
So beautiful,
but beneath the surface,
terribly depraved.
A weed,
branches everywhere.

Its thorns.
All too easy,
to draw blood from.
A warning.
To keep away.
Or like Luci,
you'll be falling!

Sang de la mort!
Blood of death!
Conjurer of demons!
Soon!
You'll want no more!

Suffering.
Injustice.
Do get mad!
But remember.
The demons.
The wheels of karma.
You may have misunderstood.
They might be necessary.
To remind yourself.
What it is to be good.

Rosier magnifique!
Conveyer de sombre magique!
Sang de la mort!
Hear the demons roar!

(Mighty) rosebush.
A corrector.
A balancer.
Forever pricking.
To make man,
torn within.
And push them,
away.
From the demon door.
Into the light.

Never forget.
It's a demon-haunted world.
Huddle together.
Every night.
Light! Light Light!
And back to God!

This world!
So enchanted!
There's no denying!
It's demon-haunted!

The door to Hell.
You opened it.
There's no way back.
No way to shut it anymore.
Not without help.
Not without me.
That's the only reason,
you even are allowed,
to experience this.
But from now on!
You keep this door closed!

Keep it open!
And insanity will ensue.
A nightmare of nightmares.
Truths twisted.
Perversion after perversion.
Until nothing's left.
The skylines will burn.
Everything will be destroyed.

Demon door!
Are you still open?
What have I awoken?
Because after each wake up...
To me,
The demons have spoken!

You need to listen!
Leave the blood alone!
Demon blood,
It digs in!
Destroys everything!
Anything,
You hold dear!
It does so,
in such a...
strong...
Destructive...
Unforeseen...
Permanent...
Forceful...
Sudden...
Vicious...
Immediate...
Terrifying...
Cancerous...
Decaying...
Horrendous...
Torturous...
Mutilatious way,
that you cannot even imagine,
the horror,
the emptiness,
that comes with it!
Its terrifyingly insectine,
spidery, leachy, succubine,
blood-sucking nature.

Stop drawing blood!

Sang de la mort!
Sève du rosier!
Conjurer of demons!
Better!
Shut that door!

Background

About 11 hours of tweaking the lyrics a bit and finding a good beat. Apart from the five unique choruses (which are pretty awesome), I didn't spent a lot of time trying to rhyme all the sections I copy-pasted from the Ayahuasca Bible. That's largely because I'm running out of English-language rhymes when factory-producing songs on the same subjects. The French words are a breath of fresh air though.

You can cut off the song around 2.5 minutes if you like a short version. I copy-pasted two overlapping song-lyrics into one, because they both deal with "demon blood", although with slightly different aspects.

This is an interesting song. It's easy to sing along. But at the same time there are two parts in the second half I would like to improve with a bit more variation. There's a not enough line by line control at this point to do that though.


Possession of the Earth Father

Date: 2026/06/09. Preview song. Lyrics:

Better believe it, baby.
What I am.
Is what you need.
A man.
That rare tiger breed.
Intellectual.
Savage.
Godlike.
Divine.
What you admire.
All you could ever desire.

Admire me!
A man!
Obsessed with glory!
Forever comfortable in purgatory!

Us men.
Men of honor.
Opposing all our traitorous women.
But to dominate this Earth.
The women have to give birth.
More than once.
To the strongest of sons.

Worship me!
A man!
Basking in glory!
All we desire!
Is women, heritage
and territory!

Us men.
Groomed so well.
In the ways of Hell.
Every war,
Bloody and imperial.
Torture so bestial.
Better trust,
That's me, baby.
Protective of you.
But made for pure bloodlust.

Born I was.
In the trenches and mud.
In fire and blood.
In the guts of my enemies.
Before I splattered them,
Onto the walls!
Spilled their blood.
In front of their wives.
No one survives.
Everything we slaughter.
Except your tasty little daughters.

Power, control, and domination!
The horde of men!
Laying waste to any nation!
Surrender!
Or face ruthless devastation!

All this talk of rape and slaughter.
This cannot be merely the Earth Father.
Speaking is something evil.
Far older than times medieval.

The Earth Father.
A bitch.
A slapping-whores cunt.
A murderous one.
But not nearly as violent,
As us.
Violence.
Not his end goal.
Not his motive.
He tries to control.
In his own way.
Primitive and violent!
We just use that.
These elements.
Of men.
And turn them.
Twist them.
Manipulate them.
Into carnage.

We are!
The way of men!
The way of history!

Background

About 40 hours to write the lyrics and produce the song. At least 30 hours of this were spent tweaking the lyrics to get them properly sung. As has happened quite a bit, of about 40 generations, only the very first outro (ignoring the subsequent first cover of this initial outro that was partially used as well) was super-haunting, complete with a very disturbing demon-human screech at the end that I didn't ask for. It's perfection, and never to be repeated again. It blows my mind.

Even outside of politically sensitive times, and even though it largely should be obvious, an official explanation for this song would be fitting. My motives could easily be twisted and manipulated at some point, but with an official explanation I'm not worried about that.

So yeah, this is a historically accurate song that basically accepts maleness, but also warns to not go overboard with that aspect. It also educates about potential unseen manipulation on planet Earth.

People are most likely to be uncomfortable with the 'daughter' line. That actually includes me. But fact is, not much rhymes with 'daughter'. 'Father' and slaughter' do though, so it's a perfect fit for "historic demonic behavior" - and the subject actually is true to the original (mostly unpublished) Ayahuasca Bible source. Actually, I still toned things down from the original.

I had to do a bit of historic research before publishing, due to the potential sensitivity of the content. Well, I just went by my own memories. Mind you, none of the following songs provided any inspiration. I only checked them when my song already was done.

So, I remember always being uncomfortable and a bit upset when Metallica live covered Misfits' 'Last Caress', with lyrics going: "I killed your baby today" and "I raped your mother today." No nuances to be spotted in that song. It's the same with DMX's X-Is Coming line: "If you got a daughter older than 15, I'ma rape her."

Then I checked the lyrics of Carnivore's 'Male Supremacy' - with one-time babe magnet singer Peter Steele. It's a horribly-sung song, but the riff and chorus are really nice. It similarly talks about killing and raping by soldiers, although I guess it's hard to hear the verses. No nuances there either, except that it is "roleplay".

Finally I looked up Iron Maiden's "funny" 1990 song and chorus 'Bring your Daughter to the Slaughter' - which I thought was uncomfty even as a teen. While I love the band in general (but not this song), even reading the lyrics today, I can make zero sense of them. Mine are pretty obvious. I don't like to be overly vague, as too often it's an excuse for writing fluff.

If I were to perform this live, I'd probably just change the lyrics here and there, either for myself or the type of crowd. But it's nice to have an original raw version that doesn't compromise.


Bloodfire

Date: 2026/06/13. Preview song. Lyrics:

See the Ayahuasca Bible and Godlike Dreams for details. Even though I do the writing and producing, and could pretend it's all "mine", Megan actually completely and totally dominates the content on the first two albums. Somehow, she became my tether to many things unseen.

Boys and girls,
Let me share a secret.
If you're considered worthy,
You'll be allowed.
And even to you,
Satan can reach out!

One way at least.
To unleash the beast.
Caapi, blood,
And put some love,
Into my girl's heart.

Primal force.
Manifests at night.
Lingers during daylight.
Without help,
Will never leave your side.

See it appear!
The bloodfire!
Satan is near!
Soon it starts!
The whispers!
In your ear!

Honestly - a cool guy.
Got that funny side.
Teasing me with his girl.
See Lilith fly.

Nothing good.
Powerful forces,
Playing with their food.

Let me be your witness,
Seekers of divine nature.
Satan has no business,
Talking to mere mortals.
Even those who opened,
Unholy portals.

See him appear!
The Devil!
Doing his little roleplay!
Muscle and blood!
Weaving together!
Grinning at you!
From 3 feet away!

Satan, I hear your roars.
But back you go.
Behind a thousand doors.
This a thousand years.
To prevent terror and tears.

(Door slamming shut.)

One door a year will open.
Until the last lock is broken.
That seems fair.
Time to improve.
Time to prepare.
For us.
Ordinary women and men.
To contain you again.

Nightmares gone.
Hell did fade.
But something stayed.
Darkness surrounding me.
Only the mushies can see.
Refusing to grow or show.
Even for the moxa alone,
Too powerful a foe.
To the rescue came the Caapi.
For the scared mushies and me.
Teaching me to sky-breathe.
Providing me with final relief.

Satan!
I'll be good!
You taught me!
I'd better be!
Now be gone!
Move right along!

Let's invite Satan, baby.
One more time.
You and me.
See what he has to say.
With good intentions,
There shouldn't be a price to pay.

I was a thousand years old...
When I watched God be(ing) born...

I burn - everywhere.
Where God - is not.
Where he has - forsaken me.

My demon army,
So smart.
Exploiting differences,
To break people apart.

Find those things in life,
That you love.
Focus on them.
Reject the way of the knife.
You silly goose.
Or I'll tighten your noose.
Suck everybody in.
Into my demonic god-force.
Until nothing's left.
Until no one speaks true.
Apart from you!

Worst nightmare!
Great corrector!
I am the bloodfire!

Background

About 12 hours of actual lyrics-writing, but probably 90 hours total to work my way to a "version 1.0" that really is "me" - heaviest music-wise. It might be quicker to actually learn to play guitar at this point though. I would like to have a bit more of a lead-in towards the second chorus starting around 1:45, but overall I impressed myself quite a bit with my first "properly sung, quite positive, and educational black metal"-song. Traditionally, I love a lot of black metal riffing, but the "singing" and vibe is atrocious. I actually consider black and death metal genres to be "riff wasters".

Oh, also here: the first-generation-mystery. The very first created the whole second half and outro, while the first half sucked. I did another 40 generations in all kinds of creative manners, but nothing came close to this first generation.

Then I did a first generation with a different AI engine. Same thing: the very first generation was the best. This mystery also happened with the 'Dreams of Damnation' song (twice, the initial and later improved version), 'Lilith I', 'Lilith II', 'Predetermined', and 'Possession of the Earth Father'. I also saw things happening close to this with 'Boobielicious', 'Wild & Pinky', and other songs. It blows my mind. I've also had it with AI image generation. Apparently you just got to "trust the moment".

Eventually though, I still mainly ended up with a lone, highly tweaked, different version in a black metal genre (mixed with one of the initial generations), and mixed it with a dozen different generations. It was way too much work to be honest. But still worth it.

 


^^Notes


  1. youtube.com/watch?v=xUPL_TyVq94 (accessed: Dec. 28, 2025): "[KANYE:] Later in the song I [say], "I made her famous" ...
    [SWIFT:] What am I gonna do about it? ... It's kinda like, whatever, at this point. I mean, you gotta tell the story the way it happened to you." ...
    [KANYE:] It's fun. You're ready to trend? That's all I can say. [The song] might be called Hood Famous [with] lyrics [that gp:] "To all the South Side niggas that know me best, I feel like Taylor Swift might owe me sex."
    [SWIFT:] [Nervous laugh of Taylor.] That's not mean.
    [KANYE:] [Super nervous:] Okay. Well, this is the thing why I'm calling you, because you have got an army. You own a country with 2 billion motherfucking people basically, that if you felt that it was funny, and cool and like hip-hop... then I feel like people would be way into it.
    [SWIFT:] I do need to think about it ... because it is absolutely crazy. It is not mean though. ... Oh my God, with the build up that you gave it, I thought it was like I thought it was gonna be like that. "You stupid dumb bitch!" But it's not. So, I don't know. ... To sing about me is like, anything I do becomes like a feminist think piece. And if I [help you] launch [the song, as you also suggested], they're gonna be like, "Whoa..." ... I think honestly, it will be like, less cool [and] will add to the criticism. ... I kinda feel people will try to make it negative if it came from me. Do you know what I mean? ... I'm like this close to overexposure. ...
    [KANYE:] Oh, well, I think this is a really cool thing to have.
    [SWIFT:] I know, I mean, it's like a compliment. [Nervous laugh.] ...
    [KANYE:] I had this line where I said, and my wife [Kim Kardashian] really didn't like this one. Because we tried to make it nicer. So I said, "For all my South Side Niggas who know me best, I feel like me and Taylor Swift might still have sex." And my wife was really [inaudible] with that one. She was way more into, "She owes you sex!" ... The "owe" part was like the feminist group type shit, that was I like ehhh. ...
    [SWIFT:] That's the part that I'm kind of... They are both really edgy, but ... it's just, the feminists are gonna come out. But I mean, you don't give a fuck. So. ...
    [KANYE:] Well, what I give a fuck about is you as a a person and a friend. I want things that make you feel good."
  2. June 25, 2016, The Wrap, '5 Takeaways From Kanye West’s Shocking ‘Famous’ Premiere; TheWrap was at the Forum when Kanye West debuted video featuring nude Taylor Swift and Donald Trump': "Nude Kanye and wife Kim Kardashian West in bed. But they weren’t alone: a topless Taylor Swift, Amber Rose, Donald Trump, Bill Cosby, Caitlyn Jenner, Chris Brown, Rihanna, Ray J, Anna Wintour, and George [W.] Bush all made appearances."
  3. June 25, 2016, The Mirror, 'Taylor Swift 'livid and betrayed' over Kanye West Famous video which sees her sleeping naked with star (and 11 others...)': "A source told HollywoodLife: "Taylor is livid and horrified. She didn't know what to do when she heard about what Kanye did. She is bewildered, feels betrayed and is beyond frustrated with Kanye. It is like a complete nightmare." The song also features the line: "I feel like me and Taylor Swift might still have sex, I made that bitch famous," which Taylor, 26, has previously blasted."
  4. Ibid. Three notes back.
  5. Ibid.
  6. July 1, 2016 YouTube upload by 'Kanye West', 'Kanye West - Famous'.
    youtube.com/watch?v=p7FCgw_GlWc:
    95k likes: "Insane that Kanye managed to keep this video up on youtube for 10 years."
    60k likes: "I feel like kanye west paid YouTube for this video to still be here."
    39k likes: "So he showed us 8 years ago what a diddy party looks like 😭😭"
    37k likes: "its been 7 years [2023 now] and its my first time seeing this."
    41k likes: "I can't believe this guy is now making christian music."
    52k likes: "Sometimes I can't understand youtube policies."
    41k likes: "This still by far the creepiest thing kanye has ever done."
    32k likes: "It’s been 5 years and I’m watching this for the first time like wtf. This really is like a dark web video-."
    25k likes: "This feels like a dark web video."
    24k likes: "Other youtubers: gets demonetised for cursing. Kanye:"
    23k likes: "I didn’t even know this was allowed on YouTube."
    23k likes: "I feel like I'm watching something that could get me arrested."
    19k likes: "I'm surprised I'm seeing this for the first time [after all these years]. More surprised that YouTube hasn't taken it down."
    13k likes: "the definition of: wtf did I just watch?"
    4.5k likes: "Watching this 8-9 years later in 2025 for the first time really shocks me. This genuinely makes me feel like I’m watching something illegal off the dark web"
  7. Dec. 7, 2023, Daily Mail, 'Taylor Swift SLAMS Kim Kardashian in TIME interview: Singer says reality star 'took her down psychologically' and forced her into HIDING after 'lying' that she'd allowed Kanye West to write vulgar lyrics about her': "Taylor said that the backlash she faced in the aftermath felt like 'a career death' ... Taylor told the outlet: 'You have a fully manufactured frame job, in an illegally recorded phone call, which Kim Kardashian edited and then put out to say to everyone that I was a liar.' 'That took me down psychologically to a place I've never been before. I moved to a foreign country. I didn't leave a rental house for a year. I was afraid to get on phone calls.' ... 'Make no mistake — my career was taken away from me.' ... I didn't trust anyone anymore. I went down really, really hard.'"
  8. Ibid.: "[Most of [Swift]'s] next album Reputation, released in 2017, was aimed at her experience during the ordeal. But the abundance of snake imagery used in veiled reference to mom-of-four Kim, now 43, only reignited the furor."
  9. May 11, 2018, TheBrag.com, 'Taylor Swift is a snake eating its own tail, the invented narrative a circle of vacuous propaganda.': "For Taylor Swift, the snake, life isn’t easy. She used the first night of her tour to talk about how hard her life is again. " Taylor’s speech before Long Live ? (?: @TV3Xpose) #repTourGlendale pic.twitter.com/o2qi3x2uIZ — Taylor Swift News (@TSwiftNZBU) May 9, 2018. Taylor Swift used the opening night of her tour to rehash some of the bad things that have happened to her."
  10. x.com/Xpose/status/ 994084913157636096/video/1 (posted on May 9, 2018 by@Xpose: "@taylorswift13 talks to the crowd about the significance of snakes in tonight’s show 🐍 #RepTourGlendale #ReputationStadiumTour #TaylorSwift"
  11. July 24, 2015, Business Insider, 'Meet Taylor Swift's inseparable power posse of models and actresses whose careers are blowing up'. Kendall Jenner, Gigi Hadid, and Cara Delavingne all in various pictures.
  12. July 24, 2015, Business Insider, 'Meet Taylor Swift's inseparable power posse of models and actresses whose careers are blowing up': "Date: May 30, 2015: Squad members: Martha Hunt, Gigi Hadid. ...
    Date: June 12 & 13, 2015: ... Cara Delevingne...
    Los Angeles, CA (Jaime King’s Baby Shower) Date: June 14, 2015: Squad members: Joey King, ... Zendaya, ... Gigi Hadid, ... Nina Dobrev, Jessica Alba, Diane Kruger, ... Emma Roberts. ...
    Date: June 27, 2015: Squad members: Martha Hunt, Kendall Jenner, ... Karlie Kloss, Gigi Hadid, Cara Delevingne. ...
    Date: June 27, 2015: Squad members: Martha Hunt, Karlie Kloss, Emma Watson...
    Date: June 29, 2015: Squad members: Gigi Hadid, Karlie Kloss, Joe Jonas, Calvin Harr...
    Date: July 3, 2015: Squad members: ... Joe Jonas, Martha Hunt, ... Gigi Hadid...
    Date: July 3, 2015: Squad members: Gigi Hadid, Serayah, Martha Hunt...
    Date: July 4, 2015: [Gigi Hadid visible]...
    Date: July 10, 2015:Squad members: Heidi Klum...
    Date: July 10: Squad members: Hailee Steinfeld, Lily Aldridge, Gigi Hadid, Lena Dunham...
    Date: July 11, 2015: Squad members: Gigi Hadid, Candice Swanpoel, Lily Aldridge, Martha Hunt... Karlie Kloss, Behati Prinsloo..."
  13. Ibid.
  14. Ibid.
  15. Ibid.
  16. May 18, 2015 YouTube release of Taylor Swift's music video for 'Bad Blood', seemingly heavily inspired by 'The Matrix' and 'Mortal Kombat'. It features Cara Delevigne, Gigi Hadid, Lena Dunham, Selena Gomez, Zendaya, Jessica Alba, and Cindy Crawford. Seeing it for the first time in 2026, it actually is a catchy song - minus the (industry-forced) black rapper - and the clip fully is in line with... my Godlike Dreams. But those type of dreams - involving some of the women in question and their friends - didn't really start to be common until late 2015 at the earliest for me.
  17. *) July 24, 2015, Business Insider, 'Meet Taylor Swift's inseparable power posse of models and actresses whose careers are blowing up': "Swift's group of gal pals includes... [Victoria's Secret angels] Kendall Jenner... Karlie Kloss, Gigi Hadid, actress Cara Delevigne. ... Jenner joined the whole squad on stage at Swift's concert in London earlier this month. ... Delevigne recently appeared with Swift on stage... Hadid frequently poses in squad pics with Swift... including Swift's cat, Meredith ... Lena Dunham... Selena Gomez..."
    *) May 18, 2015 YouTube release of Taylor Swift's music video for 'Bad Blood', seemingly heavily inspired by 'The Matrix' and 'Mortal Kombat'. It features Cara Delevigne, Gigi Hadid, Lena Dunham, Selena Gomez, Zendaya, Jessica Alba, and Cindy Crawford. Seeing it for the first time in 2026, it actually is a catchy song - minus the (industry-forced) black rapper - and the clip fully is in line with... my Godlike Dreams. But those type of dreams - involving some of the women in question and their friends - didn't really start to be common until late 2015 at the earliest for me.
    *) Feb. 3, 2025, Elle, 'Beyonce and Taylor Swift's Friendship Timeline'.
  18. Sep. 24, 2024, BBC, 'Taylor Swift endorses Harris in post signed 'Childless Cat Lady''.
  19. June 6, 2026, Daily Mail, 'Cara Delevingne's new singing career is met with mixed reviews as she starts her Europe tour...'
  20. June 13, 2026, Yahoo News, 'Taylor Swift Hugs Kylie Jenner at Knicks Game, 10 Years After Feud With Kim Kardashian'.
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